Who I Cannot Be
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Last published Tue, Oct 6, 2015
He wanted to forget
She can't remember
The pain dwelling in could ever compare on who he wanted her to be.
The mental block made her sick to her stomach.
But they can only help each other even in just meeting.
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"You can walk miles in someone else's shoes and NEVER.. never feel the pain if you looked through their eyes." Iriz's eyes watered until they fell in a flood of tears to her cheeks. And at that moment he wondered what it was like if he actually could. "Never.." she shrieked, but only came in a whisper.
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