I've Fallen Twice Now
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I looked up into those beautiful blue eyes that made me feel like I was walking on water every time I held his gaze. He pulled me in by my hand and held me close. I rested my head on his chest as he stroked my hair trying to comfort me while the tears slide down my face. I looked back up to him and asked, "What now?" His eyes watered and said, "It's not a goodbye. I will always love you." "I know and I will always love you too, but you’re leaving for a long time Lou?" I questioned him, tears springing from eyes again. He cupped my face wiping away a couple tears and pulled me up to his lips. I jolted up from my bed looking at the buzzing alarm clock that blared the radio. 9:30 am. I was sweating and my face was glistening with tears. My covers were thrown on to the floor and my pillows disappeared to the end of my bed. I was late for my shift at Starbucks, crap. But I can't shake off that I keep having the same dream over and over again. It's been a full week now of the same thing. I don't get what it's trying to tell me. That was my last memory of my first love. But I've moved on. I'm with Cameron now. I pushed the dream out of my mind as I slide off the edge of my bed. I stumbled to my closet and got out my uniform. I washed my face, pulled my hair into a pony tail, and grabbed my keys. This was going to be a long day at work.
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