Diaries Of A Directioner

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I tried to end my life, i was alone. No one was here with me. I just wanted a friend. This is my diary, my only friend, the only thing that knows me inside and out. And this is my story.All Rights Reserved

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My whole life was a misery Still I tried hard to go through it I was a mess when I found you I found peace in you You were my everything but You chose someone else leaving me behind I was a mess but it seems like I am worse than a mess now. I wanted to make your life perfect but I couldn't I know you've gone through a lot But you never knew what I was going through I knew I wasn't perfect for you Still I tried to be by your side Taking an oath that I'll never leave you behind I wish you could ever understand me the way I understood you.

I don't know any other proper way to express my feelings, and I think this is the best and healthiest way to do it. So here is a diary, an autobiography however you would like to interpret it. It's about me and my life. It's the way I deal with living.

This is the autobiography of my life with my narcissistic mother. I want to show others who are going through the same pain that they are not alone and that there are others who understand. I'm hoping that this short autobiography will assist others and also assist me with my healing process.

Idk if I would call this a story or something but I'm just gonna write my how I feel. Basically it's me telling you how I'm slowly becoming nothing more than a memory to the woman I really love and that no matter how much time passes I'll still be here. Hopefully you can relate or just like it

I use this as my diary. I write down all my thoughts and I hope it'll help me.

Hey, maybe I'll actually commit to this thing. hah. hah hah. On a serious note, this is something not necessarily meant for anyone to read. But I will not stop you.

This is not a story, this is my life. My journey to self-love, my opinions and trials that are all here to be read by you. Enjoy.

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It's the start of a new year so why not start something new? This year I'm going to keep a journal of my 2015 life, and I'm sure it will be such an experience. So why don't you join along, and listen to all the interesting stories I have to say. They won't be a waste of time that's for sure. So what are you waiting for? Start reading!

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My whole life was a misery Still I tried hard to go through it I was a mess when I found you I found peace in you You were my everything but You chose someone else leaving me behind I was a mess but it seems like I am worse than a mess now. I wanted to make your life perfect but I couldn't I know you've gone through a lot But you never knew what I was going through I knew I wasn't perfect for you Still I tried to be by your side Taking an oath that I'll never leave you behind I wish you could ever understand me the way I understood you.

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