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How could i forgive you?

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Reads 1,167
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Parts 17
Time 1h 31m

Life is weird, isn`t it? One moment you are at the rock bottom, the next moment you are high up in the stars.Wondernig what comes next? The rock bottom again! *sarcastic laugh* So my life had ups and down like any other persons life, but that changed once I met these boys. They became my......friends? They supported me without my knowing. But, there`s one hook. One of them isn`t what he seemed to be.Jet again, I end up on the streets. When will I meet them again? Well, I hope never, but the future seems different.

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"Stop! Why are you doing this? I thought you were supposed to be my boyfriend and that you cared about me!" I sobbed whilst looking at him, my eyes full of tears.
"C`mon Ann, it`s not the first time this is happening to you. Just enjoy it!" he smirked devilishly at me.
"No! I want to go home, now!" I screamed as loud as I could.
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This is my first fanfiction, so please give it a try :) The first few chapters are horrible but my writing will improve :D The story is better then the describction ;)All Rights Reserved

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