Beginning of the end>•< Phan book #1
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Phil is an orphan, always getting picked on...EVERYWHERE! At the orphanage, school, when ever he goes to the park or on a walk people would laugh at him. The main reason for him getting picked on his the fact that he is gay.
Phil has always had his eyes on one kid at school, his name? Phil didn't know his name, the guy was very popular and accepted.
One day when Phil comes back to hell (his orphanage) after school, that day...was when everything changed for him, his life unfolded for him quickly.
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