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No Matter What.

MGA BUMASA 999
Mga Boto 19
Mga Parte 15
Oras 1h 18m

MGA BUMASA 999
Mga Boto 19
Mga Parte 15
Oras 1h 18m

Her face is puffy and red, while painful tears stream down her sad face.
She cries out loudly, hoping someone will hear her silent screams.
So many voices going through her head, 
telling her how better she would feel if she were dead.
She places her shaking hands over her ears, trying not to listen.
She yells out once again for help, yet no one comes to her rescue.
She then remains sitting there on her cold bathroom floor, while the clock ticks by.
Her body begins to shake uncontrollably, unable to stop it all.
Starting to realize that no one cares, feeling so alone and helpless.
She finally comes to the decision that there is only one thing left to do.
She brings her shaking hands together, closes her eyes and prays.
She speaks to god one last time and tells him this:

"Lord, I'm so tired and the pain inside doesn't want to go away. 
I can no longer shed anymore tears, for my eyes hurt me really bad. 
The voices in my head don't want to go away. 
My heart aches so bad that it's become too unbearable for me. 
No one loves me, no one cares, no one wants me, and no one can help me now. 
I tried being the good girl everyone wanted, but it wasn't good enough. 
All I wanted was for someone to love me God. 
Was I asking too much? 
I'm so sorry God but I have to end my suffering the only way I know how. 
Please forgive me God for what I'm about to do."

(I have this story on my missliterati account. I just reposted it on here for some family that wanted to read it. So ignore it, or read it I don't care hehe ^.^ ~Chey)All Rights Reserved

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DANGEROUS OBSESSION ni SkNilopher

yn:- * crying* pl-ea-se I'm so-rr-y I wi-ll nev-er come wi-th-out yo-ur per-mi-ss-ion si-r. ??:- * beating her mercilessly* you bitch I told you that don't come in front of people but you just die bitch . after when he gets satisfied he leaves her without caring about that innocent girl crying. yn:- * hands are on her mouth preventing from crying* why my life is like this * after saying this she started crying silently Knowing if they get to know she makes noise then again they will beat her mercilessly. MEANWHILE man:- pl-ea-se le-av-e m-e I wi-ll nev-er be-tray you * crying and begging for his life. ??:- YOU DARE TO BETRAY ME YOU BETRAY. THE MAFIA KING JEON JUNGKOOK HUH * ROAR* ( with this he started to torture him mercilessly even guards are terrified seeing him torturing him in way that normal see then they will faint on the spot only). jk:-SEE IF ANYONE BETRAY ME THEN YOU WILL GET MOST PAINFUL DEATH THAN HIM UNDERSTAND* GROWL* ( All guards gulp their lump and nodded ). she is an angel He is devil she is water He is fire ( what happens when the mafia king marry a innocent girl who doesn't even know about this cruel world ?will he able to know what she had gone through ? will he be her side or will leave her like others). Let's see what happens.

𝔻𝕦𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪 : 𝔸𝕣𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝? ni mrsjeonzzz

🔞🔞🔞⚠️⚠️⚠️ 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 ⚠️ : 𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 1⃣8⃣+ 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚞𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚏 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚕𝚢 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢. 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 ⚠️ : 𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚍𝚎𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚞𝚖𝚊, 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚊𝚍𝚟𝚒𝚌𝚎. 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 ⚠️ : 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚒𝚜 𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚘 𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢. 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 ⚠️ : 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚛𝚊** 𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚜𝚘 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚔. 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 ⚠️ : 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜. 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚙 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎. Announcements: I am not here to devalue any idol. It's just a story so treat it like this. Y/n : "I trusted you and loved you with my whole heart."*sob*sob* Jungkook : "So what? Huh!" You were nothing more than a dice for this game." Y/n : "Never in my life I loved someone that much." *Sob* "Jungk...kook...." *Sob*...."Tell me ...th..at... that's all lies. You love me too." Jungkook : *evil laugh* "Huh !!!! You girls are really fool. Anyways stop inacting your drama. A

The Dictator ✓|| Kim Taehyung ft. Jeon Jungkook ni Immi379

[ 𝗗𝗜𝗖𝗧𝗔𝗧𝗢𝗥 𝗔𝗨 ] "Leave my brother!", She yelled at him making him chuckle with amusement. The officers around them were startled by the bravery of a mere village girl standing against the dictator. "Alright. I'd leave him." Her eyes lifted up at him in utter shock and disbelief. He stepped closer to her before pinching her chin, pulling her face closer to his. "But what do you have to offer in return?" The young boy yelled to let his sister go but the officers silenced him with their whips. Y/n yelled and was about to move to her brother but a strong arm captured her leaving her powerless against their ruthlessness. Standing behind her, he husked in her ears. "Tell me. What do you have to offer? Do you have money? Gold? Ornaments? What can you offer me in his stead?" He leaned closer to her neck just an inch away, his warm breath flew right over her nape sending shivers down her spine. His lips were just about to attack her crook when she suddenly spoke making him halt over his actions. "Me." . . . . . Park y/n was by profession a doctor. Struck in between the miseries of barbarity and dictatorship, she flew back to her motherland to rescue her family only to get completely engulfed by the howling tempest. Will she be able to make it back safely when she not only caught the eye of the dictator himself but also infatuated him?

Faith💙 ni Androgynous-

Having faith in something that literally isn't there but is is tiring. Also, the world hates you and you have to fight against the one thing you can't escape, sin. Choosing to fight this battle puts a target on your mind and sometimes body, and it can make or break you. ... Seems useless, right? Maybe, but it isn't, because either way it goes, we can't change it. It's scary, new, fun, and boring all at the same time. It's... not something humans would regularly do. But I'm taking the challenge and attempting to make it to a place called Heaven. Just read it, I'm not fighting you, I'm fighting FOR you. *I'm BEGGING A STRANGER!!!* As you know, I am a NEW Christian.👌👍👏❤😳😜 (and yes, best decision of my life, you should try it) HOWEVER, I am also human, which means Sin😈 Sweet, EVIL, Sin. (Chile, anyways, so!) In this story, you'll read about how I deal with Sin and do a terrible job at fighting what comes with loving the King of Kings at this stage of life.... PSA: I'm a working progress, and my POV of life is just WAY OFF! Another PSA from months after the book was finished: Please disregard the unorganized book! I was at a fiery point and my mind was wilding.

Whatever Forever ni gabbytay28

"What you expect of me isn't me! When will you get that through your think ass head?!" I screamed and slammed the front door. I was tired of her. She cheated on my dad and screw up my life. It feels like only yesterday when I found her dead body hanging from a tree and my dad on the run. Where's my brothers- "Oh my god- JAKOB! HUNTER!" I yelled through out the place I once called my house. Home was never with my family. Now not even my friends will listen to me. Now just to find safety.....

Thy Kingdom Come ni maivechanel

She kept shouting but no one seems to hear her. A tall man with black hair and bushy eyebrows was holding her neck. He was tall and was too big for her. He even got other friends with him. His deep green eyes stared deeply into her soul."P-ple-ease.. Gerr-off me." She mouthed. Someone took the money from her bag. She shook her head. "No, p-ple-ease. I ne-ed it." She said.&nbsp; Tears were falling from her eyes.She could not understand why this thing had to happen. Why her? The man who was holding her neck punched her stomach that almost took her breath. She fell on her knees.&nbsp; She looked up at him."Dude, we can enjoy this moment." One man spoke. "She's pretty." "No." The man said still looking at her. "Leave her, she's mine." He commanded. >>>Hi please comment on my story. It will really help a lot! Thank you!<<<

If only he told her ni Cheeriomilk

TW: this story contains suicide, sh, sexual assault and abuse- please do not read if you are not okay with those! She felt like she was always alone, like she had no one. And she almost did. Her life was like a shit show, her mum was a crack head and was in a mental institution. Her dad- after finding out about her brother- was hardly ever there, and when he was, he was drunk. She lived her life on her own, doing her own shopping, her own cooking and had her own job. He had a lot of friends. But he still felt alone, they never really understood him, or his life. They were friends at least, but he would never call them close. He lived with his mother after his dad left him as a child. They had a big house- his mum worked as an assistant and was very highly paid. His mum did most of what he needed, but they didn't see each other much- she was too busy wrapped up in her job. He saw her everyday, walking down the school corridor, with her head down. His friends laughed at her and so he laughed too. Only to hide how he really felt. He loved her. And he didn't know how. But will it be too late when he finally decides to tell her? Please do not use this story for anything. You can not take credit for this, I have written it with my own ideas. Screen recording or copying is not permitted. Thank you

The Interesting Book: Deeper Conversation With God ni abrilowens

"The Cave You Fear To Enter Hold The Treasure You Seek." Are you someone who believes in something beyond our understanding-a person who says, "There's something out there, but we won't know it until we can"? Who told you that the "right moment" even exists when time itself is a construct created by humans? Honestly, I'd suggest you put this book down and not waste your time, because everyone has their own "right time" to understand what I'm trying to convey here. I recorded myself while talking about things I had never even heard of before as a non religious person with lacking GOD concept. . It was me, yet it felt like an upgraded version of myself guiding me to develop further. This version of me presented an option: What if everything you know, everything you've been, and everything you've labeled could be erased, allowing you to start over and build a completely new sense of self? HER said, "If you're not ready to understand who I am and what I'm trying to say, then 'QUIT.' Because it took immense time, pain, and experience for you to endure and evolve to reach me and sustain this communication." And so, I did. The book you'll be reading is a transcript of the audio I recorded. Interestingly, it resembles a religious text-though, believe me, I didn't intend it to. It just happened. Later, I searched for the first "God word" that corresponded with specific numbers through the transcripts, and I discovered connections to related verses across 12 major global religions, smaller religions, indigenous beliefs, new religious movements, denominations, and sects which you will find them in the book. But here's the truth: everyone is capable of understanding-once they reach the right intellectual and spiritual evolution. I assume you've decided to stay. So, what if I told you that to truly be born into real reality, you must first experience a kind of death?....

Silent Soulmate (SECRETS 1) ni FabiaJahan

A Jeon Jungkook fiction. (Book 1) Y/n is a mute girl while A/n is a glamorous one. Both belongs from a mafia family. Jeon Jungkook the king of underworld. His terror is all over the Asia and the world. He is a heartless beast with a past with A/n. Present. Jungkook : tragedy is such a bitch, isn't it ....babe. the one you were running away all this time has come to know the destination for your end here. Y/n : ...... Jungkook : what's wrong? shocked to see your ex as your fiance? Y/n tried to say that he misunderstood in her sign language. Which triggered Jungkook. Jungkook : stop with this innocent face! He harshly grabbed her arm. Y/n flinched as her eyes teared up. Jungkook : speak up you bitch!! He was about to slap her but someone spoke behind him. ?? : she's mute. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Jungkook : what a coincidence it is....one spokes beyond her limits and the other?...(chuckles)...Mute. V : so what are you gonna do? Cancel this wedding? Jungkook : why would I do such a foolish thing? she will be the replacement of her, as my target to destroy. I'll keep her as my slave. V : but Jungkook, what is her fault in this? she has done nothing. Jungkook : her fault is that she has her face, which reminds me of her betrayal. who made me suffer. she makes me hate her more and more every time I see that innocent face if her. V : that girl can't even speak, Jungkook. Jungkook : that is even better. A slave with no voice, sounds interesting. Smrik.

Tale Of A Half Cat Demon And Half Human ni Tetsuya-Chonie

The story is mainly about a half cat demon and her name is Tetsuya Chonie. She has a terrible background story to where her mother passes away when she was only three years old she's lived on by herself despite the fact that she had no one to turn to. She lives in an abandon house all by herself but would steel food from The Villagers crops causing them to yell at her saying get out of here. But 1 day the villagers have had enough. The Villagers decided to put a sacred necklace on her preventing her from stealing crops ever again. Every time she would try to steel crops from their Farms the villagers would tell her to " SIT GIRL" which was a word which binds her spirit preventing her from doing any harm no less stealing from them too. She suffered long and hard despite the fact she had no one to have them care for her cuz everyone despised her because she was a half-demon. Most people would turn away and run because they were scared of her thinking that she was going to kill them as she got older that's how the villagers acted. But once she met a boy that was fighting off demons from his village finding him off by himself she knows that he was getting attacked by a whole bunch of demons and decides to save his life. Read more to find out what happens next. Read this book if you dare to read it you will not be able to tear your eyes away from it just to be warned. But not to mention I actually worked really hard to write this book I started it back in 2016 and finished in 2017 then edit it in 2018 fixing all the grammar errors. Happy Trails reading my viewers that read the story that's full of imagination Adventure romance and love.

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DANGEROUS OBSESSION cover

𝔻𝕦𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪 : 𝔸𝕣𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝? cover

The Dictator ✓|| Kim Taehyung ft. Jeon Jungkook cover

Whatever Forever cover

Thy Kingdom Come cover

If only he told her cover

The Interesting Book: Deeper Conversation With God cover

Silent Soulmate (SECRETS 1) cover

Tale Of A Half Cat Demon And Half Human cover

DANGEROUS OBSESSION

yn:- * crying* pl-ea-se I'm so-rr-y I wi-ll nev-er come wi-th-out yo-ur per-mi-ss-ion si-r. ??:- * beating her mercilessly* you bitch I told you that don't come in front of people but you just die bitch . after when he gets satisfied he leaves her without caring about that innocent girl crying. yn:- * hands are on her mouth preventing from crying* why my life is like this * after saying this she started crying silently Knowing if they get to know she makes noise then again they will beat her mercilessly. MEANWHILE man:- pl-ea-se le-av-e m-e I wi-ll nev-er be-tray you * crying and begging for his life. ??:- YOU DARE TO BETRAY ME YOU BETRAY. THE MAFIA KING JEON JUNGKOOK HUH * ROAR* ( with this he started to torture him mercilessly even guards are terrified seeing him torturing him in way that normal see then they will faint on the spot only). jk:-SEE IF ANYONE BETRAY ME THEN YOU WILL GET MOST PAINFUL DEATH THAN HIM UNDERSTAND* GROWL* ( All guards gulp their lump and nodded ). she is an angel He is devil she is water He is fire ( what happens when the mafia king marry a innocent girl who doesn't even know about this cruel world ?will he able to know what she had gone through ? will he be her side or will leave her like others). Let's see what happens.

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