"Chris this can't be happening", I said. The turbulence was bad. I could feel the plane shaking and bouncing in the air. It felt like the plane was being torn apart with us inside. I could hear the cries of little kids, the screams of their mothers and the prayers of their fathers. I held Chris's hand and squeezed it. I knew this was the end. I looked into Chris's eyes, Chris my darling husband and the father of my four beautiful children. I sent a small prayer to God as the plane started tearing apart. Lord please take care of my children and please save my husband, my Chris and take me instead. I looked into my husband's eyes and said the one thing I meant at that point, "I love you Chris, with all my heart". As soon as the words my mouth the plane started to fall.