It All Leads Up To Suicide

It all leads up to this. Suicide. There is many ways to die but I never thought that I was going to die of suicide. But the pain is seeping inside of me and it keeps growing bigger and bigger. It's a cold that will never go away. It's not fair and it's not right. I wish I could let the pain seep away but there is only one way for it to all end. And that's suicide.