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Issues (larry stylinson AU)

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Parts 8
Time 1h 21m

HarrysWhiteJeans

fanfiction larry stylinson

I loose my self control.
I loose my hair.
My fists thrash and pull and tear..
I scratch my scalp, screaming and crying.
As I hit my head on the wall, thinking of dying.
Why does bit have to be me?
I'm an mistake to society.
No one would believe me if I told.
So I don't open my mouth to tell a soul.
My life's been put on hold.
As every wakening second is fulfill for me to a hold.
Keeping myself alive and healthy with a fake smile I'm so used to wearing.
I just want to drive out a mile.
Were I can be alone for a while.
I'm raw with hurt, and flooded with pain.
But no one cares for a teenage outcast with some Issues that can't be explained.All Rights Reserved

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