I love him, but...
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Last published Fri, Sep 18, 2015
I miss him, I think.
I do stupid things without him by my side.
I flirt.
I kick butts.
I lick lips.
I twerk.
I swear.
I kiss.
I drink.
I smoke.
I won't stop until I drop.
Oh well, I tried to behave but I can't. Life can be difficult sometimes.
I tried to control myself but it seems controlling can be very boring in the end. It's consuming me to pieces. It's creating the monstrous side of me.
I am loyal. I admit it.
I always think about him before making a move.
I always think about his beautiful face before doing something ridiculous.
Oh my. I love him, but I can't stop myself doing stupid stuffs. Stupid things that can hurt him.
Life would be so boring without him.
I miss him. I miss the feeling of being married.
I love him so much, I supposed.
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