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Saving Dan - Phan
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Complete, First published Sep 18, 2015
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Phil is a happiness angel, he gets sent down to earth to help people who aren't exactly happy. Will Phil be able to save Dan?
•••••••••
"Why are you doing this?" He whispered.

"Doing what?" I questioned.

"Trying to get close to me" he said looking into my eyes, only then did I see all the pain and sadness in his eyes. "Your just going to leave once you get me to trust you" 
I sighed heavily ignoring what he said knowing it was true then I crawled closer to the sad boy putting my arms around him, he hesitated then put his head on my shoulder. He seemed embarrassed that he had cried.
"It's okay to cry sometimes" I smiled a little then told a little white lie "it's only human and we're all human"  ~well most of us anyway.
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