Save Me From This Self Hate
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This book is to bring people to the attention that there are some people who hate themselves because of people in their past or present. And now that their older they feel unwanted but remember... Everyone and I mean EVERYONE counts, they may not be perfect but that's what makes them special.
This book is dedicated towards two of my closest friends that felt/feel this way.. Please enjoy and take awareness of other peoples feelings before they do something stupid..
Also This story has short chapters, but very big meanings. P.s. Don't self harm, all it will leave you is scars and regret.
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