Castiel Novak and Dean Winchester met five years ago. As soon as they saw each other, they fell in love. A few months later, Dean slipped a ring onto Castiel's finger. Now that they have been together for years, they want more. A child? In this story, Dean and Castiel learn about hardships, pain, confusion, and, most importany, love. **WARNING** Self-harm, depression, suicidal thoughts, and more. If you are sensitive to these things, it is recommended to not read.