Pretend It's Ok (One Direction and Little Mix FanFic)

Hello I'm Jade. Jade Thirlwall. Probably heard of me? Well go figure. I'm the one and only Jade from Little Mix. So how should I start? Well, I wasn't always in Little Mix, obviously. There's the past, the accident.... Everyone tells me to forget the past, but it's not that easy, you know? Like who would forget the moment when your mother dies and your father start abusing you to make himself feel better? All these things just stays with me... Bad memories, hurting, crying... And best things in life get forgotten. And it's all Harry's Styles fault.... Will I ever forgive him or maybe I fall for him again?