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It's Not Easy (Phan)

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Reads 3,045
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Parts 42
Time 2h 1m

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(Credits to @LucieLuvsSatan for the lovely story cover <3 )

Phil is a huge geek at school and everyday he gets teased. But one day some guy sticks up for him.. Brown hair, tall and skinny.. Phil really wants to become friends with him, but what happens after their feelings for each other grow and turn out to be a "more than just friends" feeling? 

Trigger Warning! Self Harm, Abuse, Suicide (not by Dan and Phil), and swear words.

There will be some Phan smut included so I guess that should be a warning too.

Also this is my first story I've ever written and I personally think its cringe worthy for ME to look back on it so if you're not into non-professional-big word- writing skills then this may not be a good book for you but if you like action-fluff-good decent writing skills-and smut then this book is for you.All Rights Reserved

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Moving ~ PHAN by krysiice

When Dan start school in a new place, he and Phil become friends fast. But what happens when things become to much? What happens when the only relief seems to be in harming? What happens when they start catching feelings for one another? But what happens when what Dan's been forced to do his whole life, emerges again, threatening to possibly separate them forever, especially when they need the other the most? *Contains: -fluff, smut -descriptive issues such as: self harm, abuse, suicidal thoughts PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY THESE THINGS stay safe *hugs*

How to Help Howell? by fiercephandom

Dan is struggling with his self confidence. Well, let's be honest. Dan has no self confidence and struggles to face the harsh realities of life and the pessimistic thoughts and voices that inhabit and nag his brain constantly. Phil tries to help his friend to realize that he really isn't as much as a monster as he thinks of himself to be. These two friends embark on a journey of love, hate, discovery, and confusion. And will they even still be friends by the end of the journey? Will Dan's turmoil break apart their friendship or turn it into something more? Dan and Phil try to answer to the burning question, How to Help Howell? WARNING: Some of this story may be triggering, so if you're sensitive to depressing topics and/or thoughts, gay slurs, mentions of eating disorders, and self harm, this may not be the story for you, which is perfectly fine. Read at your own risk! In case you didn't know, this is Dan Howell and Phil Lester fanfiction. If you haven't heard of them, then go check out their YouTube channels (AmazingPhil and danisnotonfire) right now. It won't take you long to fall in love with them and once you do, come back and read the story. :)

Undercover (Phan) by phansauce97

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With crying eyes and open arms - Phan

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