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It's Not Easy (Phan)

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Parts 42
Time 2h 1m

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(Credits to @LucieLuvsSatan for the lovely story cover <3 )

Phil is a huge geek at school and everyday he gets teased. But one day some guy sticks up for him.. Brown hair, tall and skinny.. Phil really wants to become friends with him, but what happens after their feelings for each other grow and turn out to be a "more than just friends" feeling? 

Trigger Warning! Self Harm, Abuse, Suicide (not by Dan and Phil), and swear words.

There will be some Phan smut included so I guess that should be a warning too.

Also this is my first story I've ever written and I personally think its cringe worthy for ME to look back on it so if you're not into non-professional-big word- writing skills then this may not be a good book for you but if you like action-fluff-good decent writing skills-and smut then this book is for you.All Rights Reserved

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DON'T GO THERE GIRLFRIEND: A Big Book Of Phanfictions (DISCONTINUED) by llamadelrection

This is just random one shots I wrote about one of the relationships I ship. PHAN. This book is totally out of my comfort zone because there IS BOY x BOY. So if you don't like those types of stories, then I suggest you don't read this. xD I hope you all enjoy! I will only update when I think of a story. It may happen a lot, it may happen every once in a while. IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE, (Phil Lester and Dan Howell) THEN GOOGLE THEM. THEY ARE FLACKING AMAZING. Alright, enough of my babbling. Enjoy the story! OH ONE MORE THING: If you would like me to make you a one shot of you with one or both of the boys, then just let me know! I would be happy to write one for you. :)

If only I could love you by somewhereyoullfindme

Prompt: “With Schools AUs it’s always Badboy!Phil with Nerd!Dan or Badboy!Dan with Nerd!Phil. That about a fic where both are bad, and meet behind the bike shed for a smoke, or both are nerds, and meet in the library.” (I went with both are bad) Summary: Dan Howell is one of the most popular kids in school, with a badboy reputation to uphold. On the day that he meets the new boy, Phil Lester, who seems just as bad as himself, they become friends almost immediately. But as one thing leads to another, Dan isn't so sure if he and Phil are just friends, or more? Overall warnings: swearing, mentions of drugs, smoking, drinking, strong homophobic slur, domestic abuse, mild smut, violence, emotional manipulation

How to Help Howell? by fiercephandom

Dan is struggling with his self confidence. Well, let's be honest. Dan has no self confidence and struggles to face the harsh realities of life and the pessimistic thoughts and voices that inhabit and nag his brain constantly. Phil tries to help his friend to realize that he really isn't as much as a monster as he thinks of himself to be. These two friends embark on a journey of love, hate, discovery, and confusion. And will they even still be friends by the end of the journey? Will Dan's turmoil break apart their friendship or turn it into something more? Dan and Phil try to answer to the burning question, How to Help Howell? WARNING: Some of this story may be triggering, so if you're sensitive to depressing topics and/or thoughts, gay slurs, mentions of eating disorders, and self harm, this may not be the story for you, which is perfectly fine. Read at your own risk! In case you didn't know, this is Dan Howell and Phil Lester fanfiction. If you haven't heard of them, then go check out their YouTube channels (AmazingPhil and danisnotonfire) right now. It won't take you long to fall in love with them and once you do, come back and read the story. :)

Just by Chance- Phan AU by JustAnotherFicWriter

Dan is that kid. The popular boy that every girl swoons over, that everyone wants to be friends with, the boy that's a complete jerk to anyone lower on the totem pole. But deep down, he's just trying to hide and ignore his own secret- that he's gay. Phil is Dan's usual target. Openly gay, awkward, and nerdy, he seems to be easily bullied. He's always too afraid to say anything and would rather stay in the background and get through high school and go to university. When Dan's grades slip 🔚 he needs to bring them up or else repeat his senior year, Phil is assigned to tutor Dan. It seems to be a terrible coincidence that the two are brought together, but it's so much more. Thank you @tissuesfortheissues for this amazing cover Highest ranking: 450 in fanfiction Mentions of self harm and suicide

Moving ~ PHAN by krysiice

When Dan start school in a new place, he and Phil become friends fast. But what happens when things become to much? What happens when the only relief seems to be in harming? What happens when they start catching feelings for one another? But what happens when what Dan's been forced to do his whole life, emerges again, threatening to possibly separate them forever, especially when they need the other the most? *Contains: -fluff, smut -descriptive issues such as: self harm, abuse, suicidal thoughts PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY THESE THINGS stay safe *hugs*

I'll Try My Best (Phan) [Completed] by Meowgravy

Dan has a hard time at school and doesn't have any friends. Phil notices Dan and sees what he does to himself. Phil try to help him. Soon Dan slowly begins to fall in love with Phil. But will Phil fall in love with Dan or not? Will they stay friends or will they hate each other after Dan confesses his feelings? To find out you need to read this! By the way I'm not a really good writer but this will have to do. HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!! *Warning! There is a self harm and language warning. If you don't like that kind of stuff then do not read!*

Whiskers by zach21leo

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No, I'm Just Delusional (Phan) RE-WRITE IN PROCESS by lemonslovinglife

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Promise? • phan by phan_muke

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