Beautiful Scars On Critical Veins || Jalex

"You only do that for attention." If I cut for attention then why do I try so hard to keep it a secret?

"Kill yourself." Believe me, I'm trying.

"But I thought you were happy?" I may look happy but the only way I'll really smile is if you cut me ear to ear.

I've heard it all and it never gets any easier.

I'm fucked up.

I'm a broken man.

I'm hurting.

I'm holding on but i don't know for how much longer.

This mysterious letter was waiting for me when I got home and I opened it thinking its one of three things: Bills, Spam, or Death Threats. Yeah that's right, assholes be writing me death threats and sending them to my house.

"The KIDS IN THE DARK would like to invite you to escape......find us at the old Iron Works."

Escape sounds amazing right now. But then my depression comes in and says
"You can run but you can't hide. You'll never escape me."

I just wanna feel okay again........