Sick Brains (technically a joshler fanfic)
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Last published Thu, Aug 30, 2018
ummm so this story is a lil triggering my dudes, i started writing this back when i was a cringey tumblr boi who was obsessed w tøp and drugs and also was 14. im gonna try to continue it with my gained.. wisdom? idk a bitch has seen some things and i wanna get back into writing so enjoi. (Also about the story: basically they're both sad bois but one is a closet sad boi, hopefully they don't like actually obliterate eachother? who knows? maybe you should find out?
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