Depression *1D fanfic!!*
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Last published Fri, May 31, 2013
"My depression was really bad a few years ago, It got better after while but now ... its back again and its eating me alive!" I chocked out. He stared me deeply in the eyes for a minute, While tears streamed down my pale face. He took my hand rubbing his thumb across my knuckles before his beautiful voice reached my ears. " I believe that darkness lives in everyone... Some more than others... and those who have more darkness need someone with extraordinary light to help guide them away from the darkness... And that's what I'm going to try to do Carter."
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