Fuck up mind
- Reads 277
- Votes 8
- Parts 10
I sat there observing them. Watching them laughed and make jokes about each other. They occasionally turn to my direction and let me in and join the fun but ... I just sat there laughing together with them.
I'm stupid. Stupid! Stupid! I want to be repected, be loved, be wanted but there they are laughing at me. Though I think it's me ...
I don't know anymore ... My minds cloudy with confusion and hate. Mostly hatered. And yet they tell me I was crazy, maybe I am.
Smirking I let out a tiny laugh at myself.
I really am stupid ...
A story about a girl's lonely life. Who wants to be happy, to be recognize but it seems that people would just rather ignore her rather than acknowledging her being. But even so she remains to be stupid and ignorant believing that everything would be alright. After all the gods above has plans for her right? Better plans.
She smiled and went on with life. Imagining what happens next.
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
She's Married To Rasmus✔️
Rasmus was shocked when he saw me and it was as if he saw a ghost. Fuck! Why did you do this to me! You said you didn't have a relationship with her but now it's clear to me! I can see it with my own two eyes that they love each other! "Sheryl." He softly said my name. He stood up causing his woman to move away from him. "Look it is not what you think.." I don't know if I was imagining it because I just saw his emotion as if he was afraid and feel sorry for me or sad. "Ras stop it! What are you talking about? We kissed didn't we? Why do you have to explain to her?!" His woman seems annoyed. Rasmus couldn't take his eyes off me and even surprised his woman when he pulled back his arm that was holding her. He slowly walked towards me. My tears just continued to fall and my vision was blurred because of the tireless release of water from my eyes "Hey, I don't know how to explain this but believe me I didn't kiss her." He still managed to lie in front of me?! My fists clenched. I just smiled bitterly at him before I turned and ran out of the house. I didn't look at him again and I know he followed me because I heard him calling my name. I can barely see the road I'm running to because of my blurred vision. It hurt so much! It's like I'm slowly being crushed by this disease. Why did I love someone like him and why didn't I love Tristan? He is better over him! Why is the world so unfair?! Why me?! I was deaf and I couldn't hear anything because my mind was consumed by emotions. I don't know if this road I ran is still right. I suddenly came back to my thoughts when I heard a loud beep of a car. The last thing I saw was Rasmus' shocked eyes as he ran towards me. It happened so fast, I didn't realize that I was hit by a car, thrown in the air and fell it caused my vision to darken. ******** Mature content | R18+ Highest rank #1 - hatesComplete
Why Her?
I felt someone staring hard at me, I started looking around the crowd and everyone is staring at me, but this is different. I saw Ayden and his group of friends but then I saw a girl that wasn't there earlier. We made eyes contact she is beautiful.....my wolf says, "Mate!" I was excited......I finally found my mate. I smiled at her, and she was about to smile when she gave me a dirty look then turned away and started kissing Joshua. I couldn't believe it I know she saw me but she acting like we didn't make eye contact. Then the pain kick in............it felt like someone was sticking needles in my heart, then I couldn't breathe I felt short of breath. I lean against my uncle, "Jayden what's wrong?" my uncle asked. "Get me out of here now!" I said in our mind link. When we find our mate it is not the scent that we recognized, it is when we make eye contact then everything starts shifting towards us. Meaning, that I can feel her, as she can feel me.....I can smell her, and her scent is drowning me and it is driving my wolf crazy. Great, why did the wolf goddess had to put me with her.......why her?Complete
The Alphas Daughter
-COMPLETED- (18+) FOR MATURE PEOPLE ONLY STRONG LANGUAGE SEXUAL SCENES YOU'VE BEEN WARNED (NOT EDITED) Our eyes were locked. It felt like we were staring at each other for hours but I'm sure it was only minutes. He stepped forward and said the word I hate the most, "Mate" once he said that, I snapped out of my daze and took a step back, fear coursing through my body and I started to shake my head. Storm was growling at me, she was very pissed that I was running form our mate but she also understood why. He stepped closer looking in my eyes, all I could see was worry in his but then again, people aren't who they say they are. I felt a hard chest behind me and looked up to see that it was Jordan looking down at me with worry in his eyes, "What's wrong Winter, tell me?" Out the corner of my eye I could see all of them come closer to us and I just freaked and jumped into Jordan's arms, "No, don't let him take me please, he's gana hit me again" I beg him as I cling onto his shirt. I'm a very tough girl and I've gotten very tough in the last four years but all of that came crumbling down soon as I saw him. Will Winter accept or deny her mate? Why is she scared of him?Complete
Tethered
Bright lights, the beat of the music beneath my feet. Distant chatter, quite whispers. The feeling of joy, loss, heartbreak, and loneliness surround me. Buried in a crowd, drowning under the gazes of people who look through you. I am but of glass, a mirror if you will, willing to be seen through, but not seen. Screaming in a room full of people when no one can hear you, let alone see you. Hidden breaths, rising, falling. Isn't that funny, falling? Laughing would be easier than standing here in the crowded place, filled with people, faces, judging every moment the other makes. I could tell you the peace I get standing alone in a room filled with people who only see you as a mirror for who they don't want to be. I could cry tears of blood, and non would ever so much bat an eye in my direction, but I love it. The feeling of being unseen as to appose being seen for the matieral object I once was. Silent, unmoving, unwilling. I am but an idea, glass, shatterable, broken beyond compare. But strong, resistance flows through me. Willing me to be the best I can be, but can I? Who says I make sense, who says I am even me, am I? That's a question I spent years wondering. Who would I be without these scars that tether my skin, marking each even, like a calender. To mend the feelings people have isn't a easy thing, but to break is easy, always easy. How easy it is to forget, to run. I can feel the ground beneath my feet, feel the soil in-between the crooks of my toes, I could describe to you the smell of the rain. Pinpoint the center of the earth, but as I stand here, again amongst the crowd of people stand in this room. I am lost again, an idea, but for what purpose? If I could run, navigate my way through this crowd, I would seek refuge somewhere dark and cold, where I could take off this cloak and be one with who I am, or want to be.
Broken
*****THIS STORY WILL BE COMING DOWN! PUBLISHING IT ON AMAZON KINDLE!****** "What really happened to you?" He asked touching my swollen cheek. I backed away . "I told you what happened. I am a klutz." I argued "I can tell when you are lying. Any other time I would have given you space but you come back with your face beat up? And you will not tell us what happened? I want to know. This is involving your health and I need to know." He said seriously "There is nothing to say." I said turning to walk away. He gently grabbed my arm stopping me. I winced involuntarily. I think he saw me. "Who did this to you?" He asked pleading. I looked at him for a few moments. "No one." I lied again "You're lying" He observed "God! You are so......so.....so damn frustrating! You do not know when to back off! Why can't you just leave me alone!" I fumed "Because it is you we are talking about" he said stepping closer "What does that have to do with anything?!" I questioned backing up as he stepped closer "Because I don't want you hurt" he said getting even closer. I backed up till I couldn't any more "Why? I am not important. I don't mean anything. The only reason I am even stayed alive this long is because of Aaron!" I spat. "Don't you ever say that! You are not nothing! You are important!" He growled in anger "Yeah right! Like you would know!" i retorted. We glared at each other for a few second then Marc grabbed my face in his hand and passionately kissed me. I was taken by surprise. We kissed for a few minutes until I pulled away and turned my head. "Forget this happened" I whispered as I walked past him back to the others and he quickly followed.Complete
You're Mine (COMPLETED)
Run.I tell myself don't you stop running don't you dare he is hot on your heels he will get me he will hurt me so bad ..my legs are killing me but I have no other choice I have to run and fast he will get me suddenly i'm on the floor before I could move an Inch he was hovering over me I look up at him scared..scared? terrified no petrified now I'm shivering so bad,I can hear my heart I feel it's going to get out of my chest in seconds "where do you think you're going, baby?" I heard his deep voice whispered in my ears I shivered not a good shiver you get when you're happy but a bad shiver a shiver which you get when you're scared as hell "Don't hurt me" my voice was raspy whispering almost unaudible but he heard.he chuckled and looked deep deep in my eyes ohh how I hate how his eyes makes me so weak at the knees how they scare the crap out of me. you may think he is gorgeous I thought when I first met him but no that's completely wrong his look has nothing to do with his roughness you'll think he's sweet but he is a monster. when you're forced to live with someone who is scary even more scary than a ghost who has one leg ,half burned face and One eye. "Oh,why do you think I'll do that to you,love?" He said his hand touching my cheek I flinched at his touch. his voice is deep so deep he chuckled at my reaction he carried me bridal style "where are you taking me?" I ask my voice is weaker than ever even my tongue is scared to say a word. "Home" he said home?home?home? Please don't take me there I wish I could say that but I wouldn't dare.I close my eyes hoping when I open them I find that this is all a nightmare I wish that he never existed I wish I never saw him I opened my eyes again but no it's not a nightmare he is real he will take me 'home' " oh andYou're not getting away so easy..You WILL be punished for running away from me" Punished? that word can scare me to death.Ami I in hell? why is god punishing me like that?Complete
My Very Own Alpha
(Harmony) He made sure not to touch me as he lowered his head close to my ear. "My little mate, you are strong" My eyes widened, as his warm breath crossed my skin making me want to cling to him and shiver at the same time. But shock from his words registered in my brain. Is he rejecting me? What is he talking about? Before I could think to hard into his words his lips pressed lightly on my forhead sending my emotions flying through me. "I am sorry little one. You will be okay, I promise." He whispered to me as his lips brushed across my forhead when he spoke. I jerked my head up to look at him, to see what he was talking about, I needed to see reassurance that he wasn't rejecting me. But his eyes held nothing but sorrow and sympathy before he pressed his lips to mine for one last kiss..... (Carson) I couldnt say the words, I just couldn't reject her. I had completely planned on it, I really did....... but I am weak damnit! When she looked up at me and I seen the fear, hurt and love in her eyes I just couldn't, not yet. Harmony at 16 is uprooted from her life in Miami at the loss of both her parents, shipped to a small frozen town. She tries to mend her heart and finds a chance when she meets her mate, the Alpha, a young, cocky, hard headed Carson. Carson wants nothing more then to take his place as Alpha, and he will as soon as he finishes training. He has his life planned out to the letter. He has the life, the friends, the chicks until he meets his mate. The one thing he never had in his plans, the one thing he can't afford, just the weakness of a mate.... packs also have their eye on Carson's mate because any wolfblood knows a mated Alpha is a strong one, and that is something they just can't afford.Complete
BIZARRE LOVE TRIANGLE
🌻 CONVERTED RASTRO (MARCH 2024) CREDIT TO THE ORIGINAL AUTHOR 🙏🏻 "Be honest. Were you secretly hoping that I would reciprocate your feelings after we kissed? I mean, what made you decide to do it in the first place?", I genuinely wondered because I recalled how stunned I had been that night she had asked me to kiss her. "I was in love with you", she whispered tenderly and answered the question bluntly yet sweetly at the same time. "Maybe there was some tiny hope that you would reciprocate but not really. I had seen the way you had handled the 'Rastro' situation before. I have to admit that I was very selfish in that moment. There was no other reason than the simple fact that I couldn't take it anymore. It got to a point where it was all I could think about. That was why I didn't look at you at times because I kept thinking about wanting to kiss you."Complete
Rasmus was shocked when he saw me and it was as if he saw a ghost. Fuck! Why did you do this to me! You said you didn't have a relationship with her but now it's clear to me! I can see it with my own two eyes that they love each other! "Sheryl." He softly said my name. He stood up causing his woman to move away from him. "Look it is not what you think.." I don't know if I was imagining it because I just saw his emotion as if he was afraid and feel sorry for me or sad. "Ras stop it! What are you talking about? We kissed didn't we? Why do you have to explain to her?!" His woman seems annoyed. Rasmus couldn't take his eyes off me and even surprised his woman when he pulled back his arm that was holding her. He slowly walked towards me. My tears just continued to fall and my vision was blurred because of the tireless release of water from my eyes "Hey, I don't know how to explain this but believe me I didn't kiss her." He still managed to lie in front of me?! My fists clenched. I just smiled bitterly at him before I turned and ran out of the house. I didn't look at him again and I know he followed me because I heard him calling my name. I can barely see the road I'm running to because of my blurred vision. It hurt so much! It's like I'm slowly being crushed by this disease. Why did I love someone like him and why didn't I love Tristan? He is better over him! Why is the world so unfair?! Why me?! I was deaf and I couldn't hear anything because my mind was consumed by emotions. I don't know if this road I ran is still right. I suddenly came back to my thoughts when I heard a loud beep of a car. The last thing I saw was Rasmus' shocked eyes as he ran towards me. It happened so fast, I didn't realize that I was hit by a car, thrown in the air and fell it caused my vision to darken. ******** Mature content | R18+ Highest rank #1 - hates
More detailsContent Guidelines