A good girl turns bad

Is it possible to make someone feel special and worthless at the same time? Is it possible to love and hate someone at the same time? This story is about an innocent 15 year old girl named Monique who finds herself changing, not for the best but for the worst. She falls hoping the guy she is in love with is there to catch her. Monique then gets introduced to drugs, sex, violence. Will she notice those who care for her or shut herself down?