Suicidal Love
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Last published Fri, Nov 25, 2011
Zaine has always been an outcast. Shunned by everyone except two of his best friends that are dating(and are gay *giggles*). He always feels like a third wheel, feels like no one loves him or wants him. After his mom left because of his coke-addicted father who constantly beat her, Zaine finds himself suffering what his mom did. Now, Zaine wants out of his life..even if it means ending his. He also begins burning himself to deal with the pain. Then he ends up meeting someone. A girl named Clarisol, who sits next to him in English. She seems pretty shy but has lots of friends..but she doesn't seem happy with her life. As days go on, Zaine starts to find out more about her and little does he know, Clarisol will be the one to change his life around.
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