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Reads 725
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Parts 10
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The_Music_Thief489

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those times when you hate yourself so much that all you want to do is live, live so you can experience the pain, live so that you can feel the hurt. that's exactly how John Watson feels, after several attempts of suicide because of blame all he does now is live. 
but is it really living if all you can feel is pain, guilt, and sadness. 
yep, this is a Johnlock, deal with it.All Rights Reserved

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To seek a Great Perhaps - A Sherlock Fanfic by NeverEndingMoomin

And now, sat in the flat looking at the gun in his hands, feeling it jeer at him, his fingers itch. To feel the release as the bullet tore into him. Would he feel the pain? Or would it be too quick? Hovering between life and death was Sherlock's favourite place, and yet he despised it. His fingers curl against the cold metal and he feels his grip tighten on the trigger. Any second now he would give in to temptation, and all that would be left was brain matter splattered up the walls. Basically Sherlock has an obsession with his own death/wants to die but not really. It's really not as dark as it sounds, honestly. There are references to Suicide, not just Reichenbach, so if that's a trigger maybe don't read this.

For a fact, not Mutual -Johnlock by LibraSaturday

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It Yet Remains to See by amaleniter24

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Skinny Love: A Johnlock Fanfiction cover

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To seek a Great Perhaps - A Sherlock Fanfic

And now, sat in the flat looking at the gun in his hands, feeling it jeer at him, his fingers itch. To feel the release as the bullet tore into him. Would he feel the pain? Or would it be too quick? Hovering between life and death was Sherlock's favourite place, and yet he despised it. His fingers curl against the cold metal and he feels his grip tighten on the trigger. Any second now he would give in to temptation, and all that would be left was brain matter splattered up the walls. Basically Sherlock has an obsession with his own death/wants to die but not really. It's really not as dark as it sounds, honestly. There are references to Suicide, not just Reichenbach, so if that's a trigger maybe don't read this.