Red

I guess a small part of me had wished that we would be together. That we would set off into the sunset on the horses that were a mere fallacy. I had prayed for the day so much that when it did not come, it felt like the end of the world. It was not the end the world, Levi. It was more like the end of every single good thing that we experienced together. Everything was replaced with the badness that is held captive within this world. I am now bad.

You made me this way. But, you are not all too blame. I let you break. I let you run. I let you in. I let you kiss me. I let you hold me. And the saddest of all, I let you know me. I do not even know myself anymore. Levi, who am I? You had been the only person that took the time to learn every single about me from smallest of things to the biggest. From how I like my tea in the morning to the reason that I doubt the logic of the earth being round.

If it is not too much of a bother, could you please tell me who I am? Or more rather, who I had once been.

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In which a twenty-two year old woman tries to grasp on to the reality of the here and now without thinking of the best friend- and what could have been more- that left her stranded to cope with life on her own four years ago.

In which a dazed and confused twenty two year old man tries to come to terms with the recklessness that he had caused to everyone that had once cared so deeply for him, including the best friend that got caught within the cross fire four years ago.