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I wrote this poem after me an my dad got into it and he tried to choke me and said he never wanted a daughter never wanted me. my dad is racist homophobic I think he's bipolar. he threaten to break my neck and if I every became gay he would kill me I'm supposed to grow up strong smart and  straight. he says there is something mentally wrong with gay people that they need help. I wonder what will happen if I ever tell him I'm bi. um .. yea OK . my first time publishing 🤷🏾‍♀️

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Stray (mxm)

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