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Within My Mind I Suffer

northern_light_dream

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northern_light_dream

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A girl who's been abused all her life has finally decided that suicide is the best solution. All she ends up with though, is a failed suicide attempt and a place in rehab. As her therapist pressures her into telling him what is wrong, the memories she tried so hard to forget come back and haunt her. In order to get better, Fawn has to learn to let go of the past, something she found impossible until she met Alexander. As time passes by, wonderful days full of promise slowly turn into horrible ones that push both Fawn and Alexander to their limits. Can they manage to pull through it all, or will everything fall apart?All Rights Reserved

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