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Last published Fri, Sep 25, 2015
She wanted to know how to fly, so she spent her days getting high.
You can all agree with me, that the biggest scientific breakthrough would be for there to be a possible way for humans to fly. And we all know the song 'I Believe I Can Fly', and some are even so idiotic to attempt flight to it.
Well, I guess I'm being a bit of a hypocrite in the way of saying 'idiot'..
18 year old drug addict, super suicidal, super crazy, and super dumb. We meet up, light up, and puff away, or constantly stab our arms with syringes to let the high take us away like a kite, caught in the clouds.
But we all know, when you fall down, you're a right mess. I just can't take it anymore. What if my parents find out?
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