P A I N
samlindermann
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samlindermann
Ongoing, First published Sep 25, 2015
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pain
pain that fades away but comes back and flashes infront of you
you can feel that pain, that fucking pain. 
the pain that thought you'd never wake up, he pain that led you to endless nights and the miserable mornings.
you woke up and you felt that pain
you couldn't control it 
even if you tried 
you think over and over why do you keep trying, what is the damn reason why you are not just giving up
you were tired of trying 
you thought the pain would fade 
but here it is again
haunting you in your sleep
tearing you apart
but you'll never be able to control it
because it's finally spread
everywhere 
your mind
your body
your heart
I'm done with this fucking 
pain 


A story from the beginning, the beginning of the end. who knows if it will ever end really though. 

It may be a ramble or a continuous sad and depressing story of events but it's all true. The names are not. But feelings , emotions and sayings. All is true
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