P A I N
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Last published Tue, Mar 13, 2018
pain
pain that fades away but comes back and flashes infront of you
you can feel that pain, that fucking pain.
the pain that thought you'd never wake up, he pain that led you to endless nights and the miserable mornings.
you woke up and you felt that pain
you couldn't control it
even if you tried
you think over and over why do you keep trying, what is the damn reason why you are not just giving up
you were tired of trying
you thought the pain would fade
but here it is again
haunting you in your sleep
tearing you apart
but you'll never be able to control it
because it's finally spread
everywhere
your mind
your body
your heart
I'm done with this fucking
pain
A story from the beginning, the beginning of the end. who knows if it will ever end really though.
It may be a ramble or a continuous sad and depressing story of events but it's all true. The names are not. But feelings , emotions and sayings. All is true
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