Protecting Everyone

I'm scared of losing my friends, my families, and my love one. The Gods want me but I can't because I have my most important persons in my life, but if I don't give myself to them they will kill my family and friends. Please, help me. But in order to keep them safe I have to fight for it, even if the Gods have power I have the power of courage to stand up and face them alone and protect everything together with the Goddesses. Just to keep them safe I will defeat all of them, not by killing but defeat them by fair.