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how i survived

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"ᵞᴼᵁ'ᴿᴱ ᴬ ᵀᴱᴱᴺᴬᴳᴱ ᴴᵁᴿᴿᴵᶜᴬᴺᴱ. ᴬᴺᴰ ᵞᴼᵁ'ᴿᴱ ᴳᴼᴵᴺᴳ ᵀᴼ ᴰᴱˢᵀᴿᴼᵞ ᴱᵛᴱᴿᵞᵀᴴᴵᴺᴳ ᵀᴴᴬᵀ ᶜᴿᴼˢˢᴱˢ ᵞᴼᵁᴿ ᴾᴬᵀᴴ."

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Hayley Raine is missing, and no one knows where she is. Some say she ran away. 

Most say she killed herself.

Following the clues in a harrowing journal, where Hayley inscribes the hardships of her home life, troubles with her relationships and the mental damage to her mind, it's apparent that Raine is messed up. 

But could she really kill herself? 


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Dielive [ENGLISH] by MiaVeranika

If I had another chance to live, I would reveal the cause of my death. I didn't die by suicide. I was killed! *** In her fragmented life, NADYA ANDERSON still has everything; parents who love her even though they are no longer together, an adorable love story like in a romantic novel because JASON SMITH - her best friend secretly loves her and popularity at school because she is active in various activities. Everything changed one hundred and eighty degrees when suddenly Nadya died. She died, but her spirit did not. Her spirit is intact, floating around to find out the cause of her death.

Break Away by Alexalander123

"You will leave me when I tell you to leave me," he said to me, tears spilling out of his eyes, "do you understand?" I was so shocked that I couldn't even speak, my lips just trembled. I just stared at into his hate-filled blue eyes, not quite understanding how someone I loved could do this. He released my face and leaned in closer, his lips barely touching my ear, causing me to tremble, "You're not leaving me, you're mine forever." Just when Raine's life gets comfortable, everything is just about to hit a breaking point. Raine and Ryan have been dating for a while, but Raine is hiding several secrets that could destroy everything and her abusive ex-boyfriend, Alex, isn't going to let her forget them. Alex walks back into Raine's life and threatens to destroy everything, including her boyfriend.

His Sweet Lies by moonprincess87

Her brows furrowed. "You look like you have something specific you wanna ask me." The tips of Liam's ears turned red at Emma's very accurate observation. "I, uh... I usually just bullshit my way through projects, so I have no idea what the hell I'm doing." The corners of Emma's lips formed a small smile. Liam arched his brow. "What are you smiling at?" Her smile widened. "Nothing." Ever since Emma started going to Silver Creek High, she's been bullied over her discolored eyes. It all started when a boy brought attention to her in biology class one day, laughing at her and calling her a "freak" while the rest of the class laughed along with him. She never looked at him or saw his face; she just ran out of the room crying. She was now an outcast labeled as a freak and she wanted nothing more than to just disappear. She felt she had no purpose in life. Until her sophomore year when she fell in love with Liam, the guy every girl wanted; the guy every dude wanted to be. He had stolen her heart and she now wanted nothing more than to be with him. Unfortunately, Liam seemed to want nothing to do with Emma. He seemed to be straight up avoiding her. They never interacted for 3 whole years. That is, until now in their senior year, when they get paired up for a school project. The two must put their differences aside and try to work as a team. But as they spend more time together, feelings grow deeper, and secrets start to rise to the surface. Warning: Contains mature language, sex, and topics of bullying, sexual assault/harassment, self-harm, and suicide

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Her Last Wish by AnonymouslyUnknown27

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