Chasing Rainbows
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Larkin Katherine Walker has lived a long, tragic life. At the age of twenty, the past five years have slipped by without her living them at all. So what is she going to do about it? After all, going after happiness is like chasing a fucking rainbow and expecting to catch it. But she has a story. And this is it.
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The formatting of this book is in short, brief chapters taking form in memories... That's why they are so short but so many. Sorry if it sucks or is boring and slow :/
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