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Push (Josh Ramsay)

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Time 1h 26m

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What will happen when Mabel, a 17 year old girl dizzied by heroin and suicidal ideation, meets Josh, a 17 year old boy who simply wanted a fresh start? A god damn mess is what happens. God complexes, withdrawals, relapses, sexual discovery, and awkward laughter ensue as you follow their fuckups. 

**completed. started editing it but lets be honest I'll never finish**

*****There are some triggers in the story including: Depression, Drugs, Self harm, and suicidal thoughts/actions. The drug use doesn't have continual trigger warnings as the story revolves around drugs. The rest I've tried to point our ahead of time. There may be more so feel free to ask questions before reading*****

*mad thanks to @stillgotlegs for making my cover*

Side note: the first few chapters are pretty bad but it kinda gets better


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Battle Scars. by PaperBagBoi_

Let's say that Dipper never went to gravity falls, but everything else still happens. Mabel defeated Bill with the rest of the town. There both 17. Dipper been to multiple hospitals because of his anxiety, depression and suicidal thoughts. Dipper's father has been abusing him for years. Finally they stopped his father and he's in jail. Dipper doesn't trust anyone at all. He doesn't like being touch by other expect for Mabel . Mabel trying to keep Dipper away from bad people. Mabel finds out that Bill is still alive. Dipper is still the kind and loving brother. gives up anything for her no matter what. One day Dipper meets Bill in his human form. the two have been meeting up in secret because of Bill. Dipper things he's a nice guy until Mabel shows up messing everything up. (bitch). Bill slowly starts to fall in love with the young teen and Dipper starts to fall for the demon as well. Note : Warning for suicidal thoughts, self harm and bad language.

My Brother's Keeper by Bryce_1016

***This is a rough draft*** please read and leave comments. They would be extremely helpful. Aiden Phillips is a high school kid who struggles with depression and anxiety. Due to having a terrible memory, Aiden decided to write in journals about his daily struggles, his longing for a better life, and breakthroughs that he accomplishes throughout the story. Aiden loves to sing and Write his own music. He is good at the piano but his love is the old guitar that his Gramps gave him years ago. Aiden has one younger brother named Caleb, which is the normal typical annoying brother. Aiden has a girlfriend named Tessa who lives about an hour away from him who he longs to marry. Throughout the story, Aiden struggles to move on through each day, as days turn into night and night into day, he finds himself growing colder towards his father. Who is the towns hero practically. everybody loves the star football coach, Josh Phillips. Things aren't what they seem behind doors though, their father tends to be abusive. Verbal and physical. Aiden can choose to live with his mom but chooses not to because he wants to protect his brother who can't choose yet. As Aiden dives deeper into his fathers unknown past, he uncovers more and more details about his father's past. As he continues to dive deeper, the tension grows heavier. Through out the story, Aiden finds himself digging through old journals, trying to remember certain things. Can Aiden solve the mystery of his father's behavior and show the world the true nature of his father or will he choose to shrink down to nothing and continue to struggle?

Maybe by IronyDreams

An internal voice whispered, "Call him." But I chose not to. I dismissed it once more, saying, "He never liked me anyway." Yet the dilemma lingered. "But maybe he does. The way he looks at you... it's different." Out of nowhere, he glanced my way. My heartbeat quickened, sending shivers down my spine. I averted my gaze, pretending to look around. "Has he noticed me? No, wait-oh my god." --- After switching high schools, Nina discovered a new way of life. She fell in love, made wonderful friends, and everything seemed perfect. But Ethan-a popular boy who never focused on anyone but her-was the object of her hatred. He was always there, always keeping her safe. He used to annoy her endlessly. She hated him deeply. Until she didn't. For a while, she was content with her high school experience. That is, until something mysterious turned her world upside down. Forced to move to a new city, Nina had to cut ties with everyone she once knew. Eight years later, fate brings her face-to-face with him again. "Ethan..." He's the key to everything-the truths she never knew. When she was lost in the dark, he always held the light. But now, things are different. She despises him. He's colder than ever. Or perhaps she fears him. Fears that he'll leave her again. Will their lives ever return to normal after everything they've endured? "Maybe?" "Maybe yes. Maybe no?" --- Started: 8 November 2021 Ended: 19 December 2022 Rewritten: December 2024 --- ### Rankings Goals So Far: #1 Adolescente #1 given up #1 blinddates #1 pretend #10 twistedromance #50 high school romance --- ### Notice: This is my first published story, and it contains numerous grammatical errors and bad editing. If you're interested in the storyline, please don't judge me too harshly based on this book. Better stories are on the way-I'm still learning and improving every day. Enjoy! ✨

School Of The Apocalypse by JEB169

Humanity at its knees. The dead walk again and the screams of those who are caught fill the air. One group still hangs onto life, though. Josh is a member of this group fighting death, and with the dead themselves closing in, will he die, or worse, will he live? ****************Disclaimer*************** [Highest Ranking: 251 Horror] This story is based off of real people and I will not describe them for sake of confidentiality. At some point, though, the characters real life counterparts may write the story from their character's point of view. I will post messages if, or when, they do. Feel free to vote or comment on the story. I will answer comments when I am able. I will update when I can, and as always... Live in the present.

• GENMUI ONESHOTS (3) • by MistHashiraMui

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Butterflies (OBX JJ Fan-Fiction) by reduciodepresso

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The Troubled Soul (Volume 2) by DemonMan1029

Hey everybody, welcome to Volume 2 of "The Troubled Soul". I just want to thank all the people who read my story. I honestly love making this story and I love it even more when people read and like it. If any of you have any ideas for this story, feel free to private message me and I'll see if I can or can't add it. Anyway, here's the real summary. ________________________________________________ Joshua Aaron Amory, or Josh for short, also known as, "The Last Phenomenon". Powers and energy that people can only dream of having courses through him. The emotions of a little boy can be dangerous to any parent...but how dangerous can that boy be, if he's Josh? A boy who has enough power and energy to destroy an entire city. Powers and energy controlled by the emotions of a little boy who has been through more than any child should. Will he ever be able to fully control his powers...or will he be the key to destruction? Will those who he counts as friends, as family, stick and fight by his side for every danger thrown at them? But, what happens...when The Descended start working on a new machine, a robot, specifically designed to destroy Josh? What will happen? Will he win the fight, again? Or will this be the first fight he cannot win? Will Josh be strong enough to defend his friends, his family, his home...or will he fail? Will he stay the innocent, pure, nice, caring, kind-hearted, and good kid he is...or will he be forced to be something much worse than The Descended? Will he stay sane...or will everything make him crazy? Read to find out.

Just A Thought by juayxx

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Fight For Something (Josh Ramsay Fanfic) (Mature) by mcdd99

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Battle Scars.

Let's say that Dipper never went to gravity falls, but everything else still happens. Mabel defeated Bill with the rest of the town. There both 17. Dipper been to multiple hospitals because of his anxiety, depression and suicidal thoughts. Dipper's father has been abusing him for years. Finally they stopped his father and he's in jail. Dipper doesn't trust anyone at all. He doesn't like being touch by other expect for Mabel . Mabel trying to keep Dipper away from bad people. Mabel finds out that Bill is still alive. Dipper is still the kind and loving brother. gives up anything for her no matter what. One day Dipper meets Bill in his human form. the two have been meeting up in secret because of Bill. Dipper things he's a nice guy until Mabel shows up messing everything up. (bitch). Bill slowly starts to fall in love with the young teen and Dipper starts to fall for the demon as well. Note : Warning for suicidal thoughts, self harm and bad language.