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Push (Josh Ramsay)

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What will happen when Mabel, a 17 year old girl dizzied by heroin and suicidal ideation, meets Josh, a 17 year old boy who simply wanted a fresh start? A god damn mess is what happens. God complexes, withdrawals, relapses, sexual discovery, and awkward laughter ensue as you follow their fuckups. 

**completed. started editing it but lets be honest I'll never finish**

*****There are some triggers in the story including: Depression, Drugs, Self harm, and suicidal thoughts/actions. The drug use doesn't have continual trigger warnings as the story revolves around drugs. The rest I've tried to point our ahead of time. There may be more so feel free to ask questions before reading*****

*mad thanks to @stillgotlegs for making my cover*

Side note: the first few chapters are pretty bad but it kinda gets better


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Untouchable by hiljik

Fifteen years. Fifteen long, and horrible years. Josh Ramsay, the once famous singer of the biggest band in Canada - Marianas Trench - married to one of the biggest singers in the world, is left feeling broken. His world has been turned upside down and inside out. He can't live anymore. He doesn't know how. The only thing keeping him from falling off the brink of death, is his daughter Taylor, named after the once famous singer, Taylor Swift; and of course, alcohal always helps numb the pain. Her name is Taylor. No one needs her, loves her, or wants her. She needs to figure out her past, and forget the present. There is no future for her. How is Taylor supposed to live when she has a broken - if you could call it - family. She blames herself for everything, and the rest of the world agrees. As she spirals down the long road of hell to where her dad now sits, how will she find her place in this world? -Final book in the 'A Place in This World' series.

Nalu Oneshots by rhxiax

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• GENMUI ONESHOTS (3) • by MistHashiraMui

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Missed me? by -Pea_R-

Haunted by Bill's presence even after defeat, Dipper begins to question his own role in Bill's sinister plans. But as Bill realizes just how pitiful the teen is, he suddenly changes his plans. After years of misunderstandings that lead to the brunet being ignored and hurt, Dipper Pines begins to pull away from his sister Mabel, who only starts to notice something is wrong when it is too late. In Gravity Falls, Dipper finds quiet comfort in Ford's company and dangerous support in Bill, who becomes his closest friend. After 4 years of manipulating Dipper into thinking of him as his friend, both of them become obsessed with each other. Dipper was Bill's toy, and Bill was Dipper's comfort. An unintentionally dangerous deal is made, causing them to be even more dependent on the other. When all chaos breaks loose, it's up to Mabel and the others to defeat Bill and bring Dipper back. But... can they? {Please note that this book contains graphic depictions of abuse, strangulation, trauma responses, and hospitalization trauma, along with dark humor, non-consensual medical treatment, death etc. Reader discretion advised.} (This may not be accurate - it is fanfiction. Also, The Book of Bill is not canon in this story. I advise reading the tags. Lastly, the show and characters that are in the show don't belong to me. They belong to Alex Hirsch and the team.)

School Of The Apocalypse by JEB169

Humanity at its knees. The dead walk again and the screams of those who are caught fill the air. One group still hangs onto life, though. Josh is a member of this group fighting death, and with the dead themselves closing in, will he die, or worse, will he live? ****************Disclaimer*************** [Highest Ranking: 251 Horror] This story is based off of real people and I will not describe them for sake of confidentiality. At some point, though, the characters real life counterparts may write the story from their character's point of view. I will post messages if, or when, they do. Feel free to vote or comment on the story. I will answer comments when I am able. I will update when I can, and as always... Live in the present.

Taken Captive by RTEUYTAT

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Don't leave me (billdip) by FuckYouFoundMe

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Untouchable

Fifteen years. Fifteen long, and horrible years. Josh Ramsay, the once famous singer of the biggest band in Canada - Marianas Trench - married to one of the biggest singers in the world, is left feeling broken. His world has been turned upside down and inside out. He can't live anymore. He doesn't know how. The only thing keeping him from falling off the brink of death, is his daughter Taylor, named after the once famous singer, Taylor Swift; and of course, alcohal always helps numb the pain. Her name is Taylor. No one needs her, loves her, or wants her. She needs to figure out her past, and forget the present. There is no future for her. How is Taylor supposed to live when she has a broken - if you could call it - family. She blames herself for everything, and the rest of the world agrees. As she spirals down the long road of hell to where her dad now sits, how will she find her place in this world? -Final book in the 'A Place in This World' series.