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Push (Josh Ramsay)

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Reads 14,678
Votes 417
Parts 35
Time 1h 26m

Mature

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What will happen when Mabel, a 17 year old girl dizzied by heroin and suicidal ideation, meets Josh, a 17 year old boy who simply wanted a fresh start? A god damn mess is what happens. God complexes, withdrawals, relapses, sexual discovery, and awkward laughter ensue as you follow their fuckups. 

**completed. started editing it but lets be honest I'll never finish**

*****There are some triggers in the story including: Depression, Drugs, Self harm, and suicidal thoughts/actions. The drug use doesn't have continual trigger warnings as the story revolves around drugs. The rest I've tried to point our ahead of time. There may be more so feel free to ask questions before reading*****

*mad thanks to @stillgotlegs for making my cover*

Side note: the first few chapters are pretty bad but it kinda gets better


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