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Push (Josh Ramsay)

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Parts 35
Time 1h 26m

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What will happen when Mabel, a 17 year old girl dizzied by heroin and suicidal ideation, meets Josh, a 17 year old boy who simply wanted a fresh start? A god damn mess is what happens. God complexes, withdrawals, relapses, sexual discovery, and awkward laughter ensue as you follow their fuckups. 

**completed. started editing it but lets be honest I'll never finish**

*****There are some triggers in the story including: Depression, Drugs, Self harm, and suicidal thoughts/actions. The drug use doesn't have continual trigger warnings as the story revolves around drugs. The rest I've tried to point our ahead of time. There may be more so feel free to ask questions before reading*****

*mad thanks to @stillgotlegs for making my cover*

Side note: the first few chapters are pretty bad but it kinda gets better


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Battle Scars. by PaperBagBoi_

Let's say that Dipper never went to gravity falls, but everything else still happens. Mabel defeated Bill with the rest of the town. There both 17. Dipper been to multiple hospitals because of his anxiety, depression and suicidal thoughts. Dipper's father has been abusing him for years. Finally they stopped his father and he's in jail. Dipper doesn't trust anyone at all. He doesn't like being touch by other expect for Mabel . Mabel trying to keep Dipper away from bad people. Mabel finds out that Bill is still alive. Dipper is still the kind and loving brother. gives up anything for her no matter what. One day Dipper meets Bill in his human form. the two have been meeting up in secret because of Bill. Dipper things he's a nice guy until Mabel shows up messing everything up. (bitch). Bill slowly starts to fall in love with the young teen and Dipper starts to fall for the demon as well. Note : Warning for suicidal thoughts, self harm and bad language.

Just A Thought by juayxx

Something tragic has happened. A 17 year old Valeri has to move to her dad's place. She spent all her life thinking he was dead. Her now dead mother told her that. Not knowing she has a twin brother she flies over the country and meets him there. She comes back into lives of people she once knew and loved. Not just her family. But someone else. A boy who took care of her when she was struggling. Her best friend. Valeri is dealing with addictions and when something at her new home happens, she sinks even lower. It might not end well for her. But she has friends now. Her kind brother, two funny friends and someone else she once knew... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Heyy! This is my first book. 1. I want to make it clear that English is not my first language and there might be writing mistakes. 2. ⚠️BEFORE YOU START READING CHECK TWs BELOW⚠️ 3. I myself struggle with an addiction and I think writing this book will help me process everything. That's another reason why I'm doing it. 4. You're welcome to comment but leave if you're here to write hate comments. I don't care what you think. 5. If you're here just for smut this is not a book for you. There might be some scenes but not many. This story is about struggling, dealing and fighting with addictions. 6. I'll post a new chapter every few days. I have a lot of schoolwork but I'll try my best. ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS: panic and anxiety attacks, self harm, sexual assault and rape, eating disorder, drinking and smoking, weed, pills, drug addiction, overdose, suicide attempt, depression, ptsd, swearing, mature content TROPES: -childhood best friend -friends to lovers -brother's best friend -who did this to you? -one bed trope I'LL PROBABLY ADD SOME MORE I hope you'll enjoy it!

My Brother's Keeper by Bryce_1016

***This is a rough draft*** please read and leave comments. They would be extremely helpful. Aiden Phillips is a high school kid who struggles with depression and anxiety. Due to having a terrible memory, Aiden decided to write in journals about his daily struggles, his longing for a better life, and breakthroughs that he accomplishes throughout the story. Aiden loves to sing and Write his own music. He is good at the piano but his love is the old guitar that his Gramps gave him years ago. Aiden has one younger brother named Caleb, which is the normal typical annoying brother. Aiden has a girlfriend named Tessa who lives about an hour away from him who he longs to marry. Throughout the story, Aiden struggles to move on through each day, as days turn into night and night into day, he finds himself growing colder towards his father. Who is the towns hero practically. everybody loves the star football coach, Josh Phillips. Things aren't what they seem behind doors though, their father tends to be abusive. Verbal and physical. Aiden can choose to live with his mom but chooses not to because he wants to protect his brother who can't choose yet. As Aiden dives deeper into his fathers unknown past, he uncovers more and more details about his father's past. As he continues to dive deeper, the tension grows heavier. Through out the story, Aiden finds himself digging through old journals, trying to remember certain things. Can Aiden solve the mystery of his father's behavior and show the world the true nature of his father or will he choose to shrink down to nothing and continue to struggle?

Nalu Oneshots by rhxiax

A nalu book, full of oneshots! Full of typos from my angsty pre-teen mind. Enter at own risk :) Btw just letting y'all know, I wrote this shit back when I was like, 12... Update: I'M GOING BACK TO REWRITE THEM AFTER LIKE 3 YEARS! Maybe I'll finish my 5 drafts. ;)

Fight For Something (Josh Ramsay Fanfic) (Mature) by mcdd99

Faith lives in a world of pain. She thinks she's fat. Suicidal. Her parents fight everyday. Her mom cries as her dad drinks, getting drunk every night. Her parents have an abusive relationship and Faith thinks her life is a living hell. I don't blame her. She has a new house in Vancouver and a new school, surrounded by new people. She pushes people away so easily. Faith meets a guy, making her feel happy for once. But she doesn't know how to accept that. Then there's this mystery guy. There's rumours going around about him but she doesn't know what to believe. Each of their relationships grow and Faith falls... Is there a love triangle? Can anyone help Faith through all this stress and pain? (FOR MATURE AUDIENCE. DRUGS, SELF HARM, AND SEXUAL CONTENT)

Im Fine by DevilLived133

(COMPLETED but EDITING) After their summer in Gravity Falls, Dipper, and Mable return home. Time passes, and the twins change. They grow up. Mable becomes a free and outgoing teen and Dipper? Well, he isolated himself and everyone around him didn't seem to notice. And being alone with one's thoughts doesn't usually end well for anyone, so how will it end up for Dipper? Shortly after their 3rd year of high school ends, their parents think they need some time outside the city, and they send them back to Gravity Falls for the summer. Dipper finds Bill's statue right away, what could possibly happen? (I don't own gravity Falls or it's characters. I also don't own any of the art unless said otherwise.) (The twins are now 16 turning 17 this summer.) *WARNING* -Blood -Cutting -Self hunger -Cursing -Bullying -Violence -Angst +Fluff (Very little) +BoyxBoy +Romance +Maybe smut Started:06/08/2020 Ended: 08/05/21 Edited:05/25/2023 - ?/?/?

Ranboo angst by HitoshiShinsou2856

It's pretty self explanatory. This is a sad Ranboo story because I crave tears and the fact that there is scarcely any angst about him. Hope you enjoy. Any criticism or ideas will be taken to account :D Edit: GUYS THIS IS A ONESHOT PLEASE

Thrown Into Trouble by lp25428

Alex just moved from Florida to New York with his mom, he is starting at a new school in November. But he has a secret he is an age regressor and he is also a type 1 diabetic and has celiac's disease (it's a really bad allergy to wheat flour). He doesn't like telling people about his illnesses since his mom and father got divorced after he was diagnosed and his father lost the custody battle and Alex hasn't seen or heard from his father since then. What happens when Alex meets the popular yet mysterious and slightly bad boys Blake and Dylan. Will they find out he's a little? Will they accept him or make fun of him? What if they are caregivers looking for a little? Will Alex find out the secret dangerous job that Blake and Dylan have? Read to find out. Age regression is a coping mechanism and isn't sexual at all. Please do not put this book in ddlg or age play list because that's not what this is. I am putting my book back up Wattpad had taken it down so if this seems familiar to you it probably is the original just got taken down. I don't remember exactly what I put in the description the first time I put it up so it might be a bit different this time but I assure you it is the same book and nothing has changed in it other than the fact that the characters birthdays are now on the character page.

Don't leave me (billdip) by FuckYouFoundMe

After a terrible car crash resulting in the death of their parents, 17 year olds Dipper and Mabel Pines are sent back to Gravity Falls to live with their Grunkles. Mabel now hates Dipper, and blames him for the crash, since they were only out getting him his anxiety medication. The Grunkles don't fully agree with Mabels logic, but are still distant with Dipper, for they think he's a freak because of his anxiety. And so in the one place he felt he could truly call home, Dipper was now alone and hated by the "family" that once loved him. One night, Dipper overhears the family talking about how useless he is and, doing the only thing he knows, he runs. He runs out of the house, into the woods, and right into the newly human formed Bill Cipher. *No smut because I'm not good at writing it 🙃 *None of the art in this book is mine, credit goes to the artists *I don't own Gravity Falls or the characters, they belong to Alex Hirsch *dec 8, 2022- gonna read through this and edit it, hopefully make it better :)

School Of The Apocalypse by JEB169

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Battle Scars.

Let's say that Dipper never went to gravity falls, but everything else still happens. Mabel defeated Bill with the rest of the town. There both 17. Dipper been to multiple hospitals because of his anxiety, depression and suicidal thoughts. Dipper's father has been abusing him for years. Finally they stopped his father and he's in jail. Dipper doesn't trust anyone at all. He doesn't like being touch by other expect for Mabel . Mabel trying to keep Dipper away from bad people. Mabel finds out that Bill is still alive. Dipper is still the kind and loving brother. gives up anything for her no matter what. One day Dipper meets Bill in his human form. the two have been meeting up in secret because of Bill. Dipper things he's a nice guy until Mabel shows up messing everything up. (bitch). Bill slowly starts to fall in love with the young teen and Dipper starts to fall for the demon as well. Note : Warning for suicidal thoughts, self harm and bad language.