Tell me it's okay
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He was so close that I could feel his breath tickle the back of my ear- I gave a shudder. "Tell me what you want." I took a deep breath and said in response,"I want-" I couldn't finish "-I want." I tried again but it was just another poor attempt like the one before. Ashton didn't seem to take notice or he just didn't care but either way he asked, "You what?" "I want you tell me it's okay!" I said feeling breathless, I could feel the tears slipping out of my grasp and I knew if I denied it any longer I would collapse so instead I let go. Ashton caught me and held me in his arms as I cried,"It's okay." He whispered.
In that moment I felt my breath get caught in my throat. He said it I thought plainly.
I felt my world crumble around me as I let all the pain of losing zoe, seeing millie get shot, and coming to a close encounter with death myself finally ripe through me. As I held onto Ashton I decided that I would share this burden with someone else; and for once it felt nice.
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