(None of the pictures are mine) "D-Dean... I t-think- I think I love you..." Castiel Novak said boldly, but quietly. The Winchester stared in disbelief. This was not happening it was to surreal. "Dean?" Cas asked, his heartbreak clear in his voice. "I uh gotta go... S-sorry Cas...." Dean said rushing to the impala. He tried to block out the sound of Cas' knees hitting the ground.. ~ But I left him alone. I got scared, so I ran and left him alone. It is my fault." Dean grunted quietly. He could feel the tears stinging his eyes. He tried to blink them away but his vision got blurry. He took Cas' hand in his own, kissing the hurt boys knuckles. He'd make up for this, Dean swore that one day he'd make up for leaving Cas behind. "Yes Gabe, I'm gay. I have accepted it for over two years now. And yes I hAve a crush on you, please don't let this ruin our friend ship..." The youngest Winchester confessed, pleading clearly in his eyes. "Sam, friendship isn't a relationship I want now..."