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Rulers Inside Me

mademoiselle_chee

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Parts 3
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Reads 120
Votes 6
Parts 3
Time 15m

mademoiselle_chee

depression drama love mystery relationship teen

All the memories haunts me, they're giving me nightmares in my sleep. I hate it, it makes me guilt in some way. How can I get out of this? 

Why do they always notice my mistakes rather than my golds? Do they know how fucked-up my life is? Do they even bother to ask me if I'm okay? Oh fuck. I'm over thinking things again. 

"What a difference a day can make."

I turn off the lights, close my eyes, and let the rulers control my world.All Rights Reserved

depression drama love mystery relationship teen

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