A kind of physical love like that of animals; a longing to be in the presence of someone who is loved; an inexpressible wistfulness during absence ; a silent cry of the inmost heart for someone - this craving almost an animal instinct haunted me day and night. I would just wish that the life i live now is just a nightmare. But I never wake up. It goes on and on for eternity.Alle Rechte vorbehalten