unraveled and touched

"sarin slow down now! "
i turned around looking at her, "I never wanted this power, I never wanted this life " my finger tips slowly glowing blue with the anticipation of my madness.
she tried to give me a collective look but I knew she was scared of me i would never forget such a look
"look I know,do you think any of us asked for this life?. but it is the destiny the cristal spirits have bestowed on us, you must learn to control it..."
"but look at me....I cant "
my fingers grew brighter as my as power surged all over my body making the light in the halls glow brighter.
"Eve run!."