more than a bestfriend a princeton love story

my names shaniya benett im 16 im madly in love with my bestfriend jacob perez but id never tell him that i dont know weve been best friends sinse grade school and i know what type of boy he is so i still dont get why i love him hes a major player but at the same time i defend him because he was a good guy onxe apon a time but he was tired of gettin pushed n used for being rich im not bt im not poor either