Disgraces and Mistakes
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"And just like hundreds of people in the same situation as myself, I saw no end. I saw no happiness. I only saw the blood. And the blades. And the scars. All I could hope was one day I wouldn't feel the pain. And I wouldn't feel the hurt. And I wouldn't miss the tears the came from my eyes in the moments of depression. I could only hope one day I wouldn't be so sad." -Gray Summers
Gray Summers, a seventeen year old girl, doesn't have a perfect life. Her mother is found dead when Gray is at the age of fourteen. Her life is in shambles. The kids at school make fun of her. She is often left out and is the outcast. Depression comes easily to her. There isn't much anyone can do to help. Or is there?
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