The Diary of a Schizophrenic
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- Votos 3
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MaduroConcluída qua, set 30, 2015<5 mins
This story is a collection of personal moments I've experienced. I've changed the names of everyone to protect their identities. Every event in this story happened.
DISCLAIMER: This may be upsetting or disturbing to others. And for my fellow schizophrenics, you know the risks of adopting some of my delusional thinking so be warned.
Cover photo credit to: http://pre07.deviantart.net/1f91/th/pre/i/2011/351/d/7/schizophrenia_by_asteri_a-d4jbwuj.jpg
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