The Diary of a Schizophrenic
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This story is a collection of personal moments I've experienced. I've changed the names of everyone to protect their identities. Every event in this story happened.
DISCLAIMER: This may be upsetting or disturbing to others. And for my fellow schizophrenics, you know the risks of adopting some of my delusional thinking so be warned.
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