The Girl With All The Secrets

Have you ever gone to sleep wishing you would never wake up? I do everyday when I fall asleep I pray i don't have too wake up.
Scarlet Lilian Rose, is my name. I live with my mom and dad. I'm seventeen. I'm somewhat popular at my private school. Yes, i go to a private school where all the girls are in black skirts and white button up shirts, ugly knee high white socks with small black shoes. I'm a straight A student and I've been with my boyfriend for four year.
Perfect life right, not.
No one knows me or what I do when I am at home. But I want to tell you who I am.