Eternal Fear
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I never liked myself. I am just a bunch of crap piled up together. I have nothing in this life. People are disgusted when they see me. All I hope for was a boy to like me. Yet, he never even notice me. Why is life so unfair? There are people with beautiful appearance inside out while I am the contradictory of those perfect creatures. Maybe someday, when I leave this judgemental and condemnable society, the world won't be as different as it seems. Maybe, I really am nothing here. Maybe... the world will be better of without me.
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