Father...
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Why am I not as important to you as her kids? I'm sorry I cry for you to be in my life, sorry I'm depressed, I'm sorry that I'm fed up with your bullshit. you wanna drink? go for it. but I am not gonna sit home with HER kids while you go out and get drunk. I'm not dealing with it. I've had enough. I'm your daughter not your babysitter. I don't care. you don't have to be in my life anymore.
I will not cry for you. I will not call you or text you. I will not wonder why you pick them over me. it doesn't matter anymore. I'm over it. I'm over the tears and the cutting. where were you when I dropped to the floor in tears because I was getting bullied? where were you when I needed school clothes. where were you when I called you 20 different times because I needed you to pick me up.
I could tell you 100 times how I feel about your actions but I already have, and of course you don't care.
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