My situation

Forcing me to have lack of communication, Trying so hard that its breakin my concentration, and why all these bitches thinkin im fakin, excuse my french but im just sayin, unloyal, incompetent, and disrespectful, the three words that make me an intellectual, they say im ungrateful and unforgetable , love and lust out of control, they not payin attention to they soul, mind and heart in a poll, im waitin for yall shit to turn to coal, loving, caring, delegent, i got a one track mind and it aint full of shit, giving my time and money well spent, in your love im always drenched, no more games im always benched