I would say, that if I could go back in time I would go to this specific date, to relive it all. Would I change anything? Yes, the fact that I ever met him, my nightmare. _______________ i loved you with all my heart, so much, that i tore my heart apart, trying to love you. _______________ In which a girl, becomes infatuated with torturing her love, but in the end, he ended up torturing her.