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Expectations

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Reads 89
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Parts 4
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Will

Life has been getting better yet some demons still chase me. I just met a nice guy, someone more deserving of me, but I don't know if I'm what he really wants. He seems confused. Not entirely there. What am I going to do?

Ren

Things have been going out of control. I don't know who I am anymore. It's like meeting him is changing my perspective on everything. Maybe liking a guy isn't a bad thing. I've never had a boyfriend before. Are things different? I don't think telling him how I feel is the right thing to do but I can't keep secrets forever.

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