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coming depression gay out overcome powerful survival suspence

Cameron has been called every derogatory  name you can muster. An atheist a man whore a faggot a retard a waste of space a bitch ect. So you can only imagine how much worse it got when he came out. He's been a trooper. But theirs only so much a a person can take. Will all his trials and tribulations finally overwhelm him. Will coming out destroy him or will it be the fact that his mom is his worst bully. Or will he meet a friend who saves him from despair.

PSA: This account is A SAFE space. I am writing this story because not that I know what it's like to be gay in modern society but because of the way he feels confused hurt indecisive and just scared. I know what it feels like to second guess everything to not know what to do next how to move forward and how hard it is to get back up after you've been knocked on your ass so many times. I figured writing this could benefit a lot off people I mean you can't help your self help someone else. Ig in bio comment like followAll Rights Reserved

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I HATE YOU {BoyxBoy} by ThatLonelyGirl

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He's been off since theater. Not saying much. "Seb, what's wrong?" I ask gently. "There's something I think I need to tell you," he answers meekly. I stop scrubbing the rose case with Windex and go to the edge of the stage. We sit together, our feet dangling off the edge. "I-I need to tell you about a lot of things," he starts. "Okay, I'm listening," I reply. Why am I so scared? When Carlos has a problem, he goes to Seb and Seb takes comfort in fixing them. Carlos trusts Seb... but for some reason he feels as if it isn't the same the other way around. Seb's been keeping secrets, and Carlos needs to find out what they are. He thinks the secrets are hurting Seb, not just mentally, but physically, too. Seb is brave and will probably refuse "Seb, honey, you can't just brush off stuff like this," Carlos corrects me. He sits by me. "You can't just let people hurt you all the time and then go forgive them like it's nothing!" "And why not?" I ask calmly. "B-because-" Carlos stutters. He looks away. "Because then..." "Seb's a good person. The best out of all of us," Big Red comments. I blush. "I don't know. I just always try my best to do the right thing." But at that moment, a thought hits me like a rock to the head. Keeping secrets from Carlos isn't the right thing. I need to tell him the truth. Soon. Seb's been getting bullied, and is having a hard home life. He wants to look brave, but he knows he really needs Carlos. After one painful event at school, Carlos snaps. ¡IMPORTANT! HERE ARE THE TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR THIS BOOK: - Drunkenness - Bullying, both mental and physical - Intense parts - Minor gore - Sadness (but it gets better :3) - Fluff DOES NOT INCLUDE - Smut (i refuse to write smut) - Cussing (I also refuse to write the language, although I might say that someone Written by Story_Weaver_April Pride banners image from Gocase. Cropped and edited. And also I added the text.