Lost In Stereo
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MatureOngoing17m
Last published Sun, Feb 14, 2016
Monday morning, I want to die. I wish I was dead. I wish he could have taken me with him, far under or far above, wherever you went after you died.
It's easy to think the world is out to get you when it fucks you over a million times in four months.
STRONG WARNING - 14+ RECOMMENDED FOR SELF HARM, SEXUAL CONTENT AND MENTAL ILLNESS.
YOU ARE WORTH IT.
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