Lena a-lot-of-middle-names Castellanos. The girl everyone seemed to either hate with the fury of a defeated fangirl, or loved by her fellow weirdos.
Or at least I thought.
About a year ago, I had started dating a boy by the name of Jaxon Green, an extremely hot guy that had been miraculously interested in me. I was amazed, and of course very flattered. Duh, he was hot and he actually liked me. He didn't want to just get in my pants. I think.
But that was a long time ago, so bam cam, thank you ma'am, that's over with right? I know what you're thinking, but you're wrong, actually.
Very wrong.
He moved back into my neighborhood, and I had just done the most horrible mistake.
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sucky ass description, I know. and it's cheesy af. idek what's going on. I'm just fucking insane, sorry. enjoy doe, love ya!!
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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