Is she really gone?

It's 5:22am and i'm just thinking about the one person who has my heart. Trying to understand the difference between liking someone and actually loving them, then boom! it came to me. liking someone is just a crush you can easily get over, and loving someone is something that can crush you in every way possible without even knowing. but me personally never understood that at all. I then, hear someone call my name and its my mom telling me to come downstairs. i had no idea why or what for, but it must have been important if shes calling me at 5:30am. that means I've been up thinking about Aria for 7 minutes, my mom then calls me again and i rush downstairs to see what she wants she tells me Aaliyah baby your starting school tomorrow. My jaw dropped so far that i just stood their starring at her for 15 seconds, in my head i was thinking why? why the fuck would she do that? but another part of me is saying damn it the love of my life also will be at school tomorrow. all of a sudden i yell out "what the fuck ma, why the fuck would you do that?"