existentiality ≫ phan
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You know that you're in love with someone when you're up with them at 3am, talking them through how happy they make you. You know that you're in love with someone when you're up with them at 3am, convincing them not to end it all. You know that you're in love with someone when you're up with them at 3am, reluctant to leave their touch, in case it's the last time you'll ever feel their heartbeat again.
And that's how I knew I was in love.
*TRIGGER WARNING*
- depression
- swearing
- self harm
- smut
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